Apart

Did you ever felt left aside with your friends? Well I do, constantly. They have their own world, their own issues to discuss that, obviously, don't involve me. I wonder if they really know that I'm actually there in those few second that they hurt me, with or withour porpuse. Making plans in front of me about going "shopping" or going anywhere else by any means, without including me, makes me feel that I'm not worthy of being with you. Or is it just because you don't want me there at all? And they talk about feeling isolated and lonely... you should try wearing my shoes, just to feel how tight they are, and all because of you.

Anyway, I seriously don't know where I'm getting all this strenght to keep on going... but I do, and do it weakly.
*sigh*
I'm tired and wonded.
Don't make me worse, please.

<3