you said forever

I'm staring at him.
He's screaming but I can't hear him. I only see the movements of his lips.
I want to focus, but I don't know why I can't, it's seems so hard. I can't focus!
Suddently everything is blurry. He's blurry, the house his blurry.
I'm confused and hyperventilating.
Tears.
Tears run down from my eyes.
He keeps screaming and screaming at me.
I haven't done anything, that I'm sure.
Why is he acting this way?
He grabs my arm, forcefully and it hurts. But I don't have the strenght to shove him away. I let him drag me to where he wants.
He kept pulling me and screaming for me to talk.
I can't.
He opened the door and it was raining hard.
He pushed me out of the house and screamed something about me not loving him,
when that was all I ever did in the past 3 years.
How could he say such thing?
I was still silent.
He was silent too.
"You said forever..."
He turned away and left me in the rain.

- Rita <3