Letter To My Love

Here I am, looking down at the letter, laying on my bed.

I'm building guts to open it. I'm affraid of what might contain...

Me and Edward had a fight, well, I screamed at him.
That skank Tanya was all over him, and he didn't pushed her way, so I snapped.
So I haven't speak to him in a couple of weeks.
Yes, I'm a stubborn girl, and I've got my pride.
I confess, I miss him terribly and I want him so bad, but I can't deny what I saw in that day.
I know now I've been unfair to him, not giving him a chance to explain himself... I'm really really stubborn.
*sigh*

I moved toward the letter, one step at a time.
I set on my bed and took a deep breath, keeping the letter in my shaking hands.
Breath Bella.
I ripped the paper and reconized his hand writting, so gentle, so perfect against the paper.

Baby,
I hope you don't misunderstand me, but I have to let you know...
My philosophy, was you and me,
even in my dreams it is you I see,
the puzzle parts,
the puzzle incomplete,
can't you see?
You are all that I need.
Now I'm sad trying to hold back, but the tears run fast will this pain ever pass?
Honestly, I feel weak, it is hard to explain, but you drive me insane.
Bella, I wrote this letter,
to let you know forever,
I'll keep you in my heart,
but I'm not giving up from you.
Bella, I wrote this letter,
this ain't getting better,
that's why I need to be with you.
P.S I'm still in love with you.

My only question,
do you miss me when I'm gone?
Tell me Bella.
It is reality that you're playing with me,
you took my air to breathe,
because I was too damn blind to see.
But now I know,
I can't let you go.
Why can't you see,
you are all that I need.
I was the on tha you could always count on,
lean on, but those days are gone.
All I have are memories of better days.
Please don't say goodbye.

I still love you.

Edward.

- Rita <3