Forever

I'm not in love...
At least I don't think I am.

It's just this feeling that I get,
this thightness in my chest when I see your face,
you're light, scares the darkness inside of me.

Our love is forbidden and I will never have you.
Not if I live a hundred years, I will ever look into those beautiful eyes and watched them watch me,
watch them worship my soul and my being and know me for who I am.
Or even trace my fingertips across your lips,
feel how smooth they are and
start to lean in and close my eyes, feeling your sweet breath invade my smell...
And when finally our lips collide, feel the bliss that is having you against me and taste you with my toung.
I know I'll never know what it is to feel your hands roam my body,
cup my cheeks and ran your nose across my face into my neck.
I'll never have that feeling of everything that's wrong, feels so right.
We will never compare our love to another lovers.
You'll not be Romeo and I'll not be Juliet.
You'll not be Mr. Darcy and I'll not be Catherine.
You'll not be Edward and I'll not be Bella.
We'll never have an imortal love.
Never.

And with this I share my tears with you,
tears of knowladge and tears of hopelessness.
We will never be one.

Until Forever my love, now I shall say farwell, I shall depart... forever.

- Rita <3