Cosmic Love

Alone...

The darkness of my room consumes me.
It feels like its pulsing, it has its own rythme, and its own heart beat.
The tension is growing on me, I feel the beams of sweat creating in my forhead.

I need to move... fast.
I can't move, my feet won't go anywhere.
The darkness will pul me and I'll vanish...I'm scared!
I scream his name.
Failure!
No sound comes out.
I try again.
Nothing!
What's wrong?!
I can't see him, all I see is black, darkness...loneliness.
I'm pulled into the dark more and more.
I give up, I let the black whole suck me in and everything will be over soon.
I'll be death and I won't feel pain.
When the darkness is pulling, I close my eyes and feel the pain vanishing.
But someone grabbed me...
His golden eyes meet mine and he's saying something, but I can't hear him.
Will overpowers me and a sudden relife fills my body.
I try to climb.
It's hard.
I'm weak from crying, and screaming...
My hand slips from his.
I fall...
I...
wake up.
For a second I don't reconize my surrondings, but his smell is all around me, and a feeling of comfort fulfills me.
He's here.
He didn't leave me.
I didn't lose him.
I didn't die.I bury my face in his chest and breath him in.
After I focus my eyes to the slight darkness of the room and the weak light of the moon coming from the window, I look up at his waiting eyes.
Full of love.
Full of worry.
Full of care and lust.

"Nightmare."
I say weakly as he brushes my cheek slightly and smiles down at me.
"I'm here. Go back to sleep love."
I close my eyes and breath him in once more.
His scent lulls me to sleep, there's no fear.
Before I sink into my unconscienceness, I gain strenght to speak to him one last time.
"I love you."
There's silence.
"I love you too."
And with that I let the tiredness of my nightmare win me over and I have some rest in his arms.

- Rita <3